Raymond's Guestbook

I left you a response today to your 8 hour ago post. I hope you read it. Its from the heart, pun intended. I failed to mention i was 79 at the time. We all react to stress in different ways but based on your posting regarding the apprehension you are feeling, i see a similarity between you and me. You mention death as preferable. I can only say that death is forever but what you are facing is temporary. For awhile i actually felt that way until i thought about my wife, my kids, my grandkids my dog and yes my toys i would leave behind. Never driving my oldsmobile again was a nasty thought. I feel your pain and i hope you read what i went thru and hope it helps.