its been a troublesome 3 months since I last posted. I am continuing to have A-fib and the occurrences are happening more often. My Cardiologist had me wear ...Read more
its been a troublesome 3 months since I last posted. I am continuing to have A-fib and the occurrences are happening more often. My Cardiologist had me wear a monitor for a couple of weeks. I had at least 2 episodes during that time.
I continue to have memory issues, anger problems, cant walk up stairs or inclines without becoming short of breath. This humidity this year is killer, I wonder who else is having issues with it.
I finished cardiac rehab but I am still going , they offer a great deal. I can continue to go for $25 per month. I really enjoyed the time there, the nurses were great and hearing the stories of others that have had heart issues. Although, no one had the experiences that I had(lucky them). Most of them had blockages in one way or another.
Steve Farthing Sorry to hear about all of this, Michael. But my surgeon did mention that the heart typically contin ... Read more
Steve Farthing Sorry to hear about all of this, Michael. But my surgeon did mention that the heart typically continues to heal and improve for 2-3 years after valve surgery. So despite the complications, you still may notice a gradual improvement over the next year or two. Although I am not an expert, it does not sound that surprising having anger issues thru all of this. Keeping up the cardiac rehab sounds like a great idea.
Gina Fiorentino I have had anger issues and outbursts myself since surgery 4 months ago. Although the physical recove ... Read more
Gina Fiorentino I have had anger issues and outbursts myself since surgery 4 months ago. Although the physical recovery has been rather smooth, I've found it to be a very emotional experience. I think it is understandable considering all that we go through in the process. Rest seems to help. Be well my heart friend.
Rita Savelis I got short of breath on inclines and stairs for a long time after OHS.... and still do (but less) no ... Read more
Rita Savelis I got short of breath on inclines and stairs for a long time after OHS.... and still do (but less) now (three years later).
I also feel the heat more (literally as a tightening in my chest) and it zaps my energy.
Depression can manifest itself as anger. Lots of emotion to process.
I hear you, Michael. Three months is still very very early. Wishing you some peace in the months to come.
I also think that cardiac rehab is a good place, and especially because of the other patients you find there. Hearing their stories was good for me.
Susan Lynn Michael - I am so sorry to hear that your recovery is taking a longer, more winding path. I think ma ... Read more
Susan Lynn Michael - I am so sorry to hear that your recovery is taking a longer, more winding path. I think many of your feelings are normal - anyone can feel anger and frustration when they're not feeling well. I encourage you to focus on the progress you are making no matter how small it may be on some days.
I also recommend that you make sure your medical team, including your primary care doc, are aware of your symptoms. Don't make the assumption everything is related to your heart surgery. We're people and are subject to other conditions, simultaneously. There may be a simple resolution.
I'm glad that you're still going to rehab - I'm 7 1/2 months post-op and I still go, too! I also love the interaction with the other patients and the activity. Keep looking ahead - your recovery is just in the distance, but you will get there. Stay positive even on the tough days. Soon, the good ones will be more frequent.
Kirk Bepler Michael sorry to hear that AFib is still affecting you, I also get the anger outburst as I had more t ... Read more
Kirk Bepler Michael sorry to hear that AFib is still affecting you, I also get the anger outburst as I had more then a couple moments of those (One was "Lucky me" banging my toe and fracturing it just 3 weeks after surgery). And yes the heat mixed with the humidity here in Phoenix (monsoons have arrived), I finding is bothering allot this year!
It will get better..
Michael Zernell Update, Last night I woke up at 1:30am gasping for air. I checked my pulse and sure enough, A-fib. ... Read more
Michael Zernell Update, Last night I woke up at 1:30am gasping for air. I checked my pulse and sure enough, A-fib. I couldnt sleep without waking up frequently gasping. not a good night
I am now into my 3rd month after AVR/OHS. I have had virtually no pain and have been told several times from my Doctors that I am doing great, heart is functioning ...Read more
I am now into my 3rd month after AVR/OHS. I have had virtually no pain and have been told several times from my Doctors that I am doing great, heart is functioning perfect. I dont feel that I am doing as well as i have been told, I am short of breath going up a flight of stairs, inclines lying on my back or on my stomach and I have leg swelling, Memory loss. My list can go on and on but I have been checked out and Im supposed to accept their prognoses and be ok with it. My wife tells me that I seem different, angrier. Im told that I blow up and yell a lot easier. I guess that I have some depression.
I wonder if anyone else has problems like mine.
Anna Jones Hi Michael, the memory loss, change in personality, change in how you handle anger, could be signs of ... Read more
Anna Jones Hi Michael, the memory loss, change in personality, change in how you handle anger, could be signs of Postperfusion syndrome or pump head. You can Google this to learn more about it. Also, there is a closed facebook group for people suffering from pump head but I'm not sure how to find it. Maybe someone here will be able to give you a link.
If your cardiologist is not giving you answers, think about getting a second opinion from a different cardiologist.
Bonnie Stone-Hope Hello Michael,
It will take a while before you have completely recovered from this surgery. It has o ... Read more
Bonnie Stone-Hope Hello Michael,
It will take a while before you have completely recovered from this surgery. It has only been 3 months!
If you have read Adam's book, he mentions that depression is a possibility post OHS surgery.
Susan Killian Hang in there. Do they have you on cardiac rehab? I am emotionally labile at times but only 3 weeds ... Read more
Susan Killian Hang in there. Do they have you on cardiac rehab? I am emotionally labile at times but only 3 weeds post surgery. I would talk to your primary doctor about the depression and emotional outbursts. I know it is common but it should not be ignored either!
Gina Fiorentino Hi Michael, I just reached 8 weeks after MV repair and I also have been very emotional. I'm short on ... Read more
Gina Fiorentino Hi Michael, I just reached 8 weeks after MV repair and I also have been very emotional. I'm short on patience, and get frustrated easily...and my dear husband has caught the brunt of it- I'm afraid. I've had a lot of emotions after surgery, and have a tendency to ruminate on every little ache and pain. I've been reminded by others in my life that Ive been through a lot. I'm told it's normal, but people don't talk about the mental and emotional adjustments as much. My surgeon and primary care physician says depression is "organic", and very common after heart surgery. For self-care I've been making sure to take daily walks and get lots of movement, trying to do something enjoyable each day, staying connected to others, napping when I am tired and cranky, and taking about my feelings to a few close friends. Foe what its worth... I recently wached an informative video on YouTube featuring Dr. Gillinov from Cleveland Clinic discussing how rare "pumphead" is, although it has quite a reputation.
Susan Robichau Sounds like depression to me. Although the last thing you probably want is to add another medication ... Read more
Susan Robichau Sounds like depression to me. Although the last thing you probably want is to add another medication an antidepressant will "level" you out. Really helps with the temper and the frustration. Take it from someone who knows! 👍
Marie Myers Yes. I felt emotionally fragile for a few months after surgery. It is such a huge surgery, and it doe ... Read more
Marie Myers Yes. I felt emotionally fragile for a few months after surgery. It is such a huge surgery, and it does take an emotional and physical toll. For me, things got better with time. I feel like it is all behind me now at 1 year. I think taking 2 months off work, and then cutting back to 2 days a week really helped me also. Try to keep up with your rehab, and do nice things for yourself like meditation, massage, and if you need it, medication. Talk to your doctor and make them understand what you are experiencing. It does get better!
Hi Michael ...
I've not had surgery yet myself ... still in the Waiting Room ... but there's a book ... Read more
Hi Michael ...
I've not had surgery yet myself ... still in the Waiting Room ... but there's a book you may be able to pick up, second-hand most probably, called Coping with Heart Surgery and Bypassing Depression. It's quite a few years old now (1998), and I'm not sure how helpful it could be, but it might be of interest. I wish you the very best and a gentle recovery in the days ahead.
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Bonnie Stone-Hope Michael, I will make one more comment....at 3 months, the incision is healed, most people are eating ... Read more
Bonnie Stone-Hope Michael, I will make one more comment....at 3 months, the incision is healed, most people are eating normally at this point, sleeping OK, things seem to be getting back to normal. The physicians are happy, the family is happy, their stress should be gone BUT, it is totally normal, I think, as a patient, to feel like saying "Wait a minute, I am not completely healed yet!"
Just met my cardiologist yesterday and asked him how long it takes for the heart to completely heal after OHS. His response was 1 year.
Hope you get a chance to chat with your family physician and discuss your feelings.
Rita Savelis Hey Michael, I can definitely relate. I was told I was okay, but I was in a new normal with so much ... Read more
Rita Savelis Hey Michael, I can definitely relate. I was told I was okay, but I was in a new normal with so much to get used to after OHS.
Depression is common after OHS (maybe about 65%). It happened to me about 5 months post OHS and took months to get out of. Anger. Sadness. It can be hard for someone not experiencing it to understand how it can feel.
I recommend being vocal with your doctors and seeing a therapist if you can in order to talk out the emotional ordeal you have been through.
You can look at my site to read a post about depression that I wrote.
Take care.
Civita Fahey I think we all go through something like this. As I posted a while back we all talk about the physica ... Read more
Civita Fahey I think we all go through something like this. As I posted a while back we all talk about the physical part of recovery but we don't always talk about the emotional part. I've read that with OHS depression, anxiety etc is normal and can come at any time. I find that I have been even more anxious than normal and I am a year out. .started at about 8 months for me. I worry about everything. .Finally am taking a low dose anti anxiety med and it seems to help.. so, its part of healing and talk to your doctor, they will know what to recommend.
Phyllis Petersen Everything takes so much longer than expected! I couldn't concentrate well for months. I was also zip ... Read more
Phyllis Petersen Everything takes so much longer than expected! I couldn't concentrate well for months. I was also zipping along at cardiac rehab when my BP started going too high and they had to adjust. I took off the initial water weight, but then slowly my weight crept back up and only now am I able to push it to start coming back off. The whole thing is a long roller coaster ride. Having a wife who is honest with you allows you to be more aware of the behaviors that are not normally you and may be depression. Let the doctor know that you may be experiencing depression. It's not something you should just ignore. It's something that's well known after surgery, especially heart surgery.
I had my 6 week checkup (cant believe that its been that long already). My Cardiologist says that she can see a huge improvement from the last time we spoke. ...Read more
I had my 6 week checkup (cant believe that its been that long already). My Cardiologist says that she can see a huge improvement from the last time we spoke. I am still having some shortness of breath, and some anemia. Other than that I have some soreness at the point of the incision and on my left pectoral muscle, Dr says that my rib cage is forward of my sternum at the point where it connects with the cartilage. He tells me that it isnt a huge issue and can be easily fixed by pressing on it. I try to walk every day but with the snow and cold its hard. Oh, this was a downer for me, I was told that ill probably have to stay on the Warfrin indefinitely. that isnt what i wanted to hear. but good news is that I get to start my cardiac rehab. on the 15th so i am excited about that.
I just wanted to let you all know that if you are going in to have any heart surgery, it isnt as bad as you expect so be brave and god speed.
Susan Killian You have been through a lot, so to hear you are improving speaks volumes to those of us awaiting surg ... Read more
Susan Killian You have been through a lot, so to hear you are improving speaks volumes to those of us awaiting surgery. Bless you and praying that you have a continued recovery!
Helen Daw I just read your whole journal and boy did you go through a lot. Glad to hear you are doing well! It ... Read more
Helen Daw I just read your whole journal and boy did you go through a lot. Glad to hear you are doing well! It is so nice to hear success stories like yours. Keep it up and keep us posted
Well, I just got back from Cleveland Clinic. I went there on Thursday for my F/U appointment and all looked good at the time, I felt great wasnt winded at ...Read more
Well, I just got back from Cleveland Clinic. I went there on Thursday for my F/U appointment and all looked good at the time, I felt great wasnt winded at all after walking all morning. Went home and Friday morning my Home health nurse came to check on me and took my vitals. My pulse was running in the 140's so I went to my local ER (big mistake) after 4 hours of them not really doing anything I came home and called Cleveland, told them my symptoms, and let them know that I was heading that way. 3 hours later we arrived at their ER. They took me right in, assessed me, told me that I was in A-Fib. They tried several meds to get me out of it and finally they got a cocktail that did it. at about 2am I was put into a room. so now I have an additional bunch of meds to add to my list for the short term they tell me. One of the new meds is Warfrin. it is npw under control and Im home again. Good news is that ALL of the endocarditis is dead. The did several tests that confirmed it. I am more likely to have it again so i have to watch.
I have been home for 2 days. I dont remember but my wife has been filling in the blanks. I guess I had a rough go of it. 4 days under anesthesia , they couldnt ...Read more
I have been home for 2 days. I dont remember but my wife has been filling in the blanks. I guess I had a rough go of it. 4 days under anesthesia , they couldnt get the breathing tube out. Once the breathing tube was out I had a lot of stomach acid that they used an NG tube to expel the acid, that was in for a day. I didnt sleep for about 48 hours and that was causing delirium. My body must have given up at that point because I finally fell asleep.i got up a few hours later and the nurses got me into a chair to sit upright (that was nice). That was the turning point for me. I started recovering faster and faster each day.
overall it wasnt a bad experience but I have to say I still cant believe that I had OHS. THe road to complete recovery is a long one but it is worth the travel.
I guess I too am now an expert in a club that i never asked to be in.
Thanks again for all of your prayers and kind words you gave my Wife, she needed strengthen and you all gave it to her
Gina Fiorentino Hi Michael, I just wanted to acknowledge your post, especially after you've been through so much in t ... Read more
Gina Fiorentino Hi Michael, I just wanted to acknowledge your post, especially after you've been through so much in the last few days. Thank you for sharing what you have been going through. I can imagine that while it is a big challenge to do Simple things right now, that it must be a relief to be on the other side of OHS. I expect to receive my surgery date soon, and also follow this path to wellness. I believe we are all connected, and helping each other one post at a time. I will keep you in my thoughts!
Barbara Wood It sounds like you had a tough go of it ! Glad to hear you are home...welcome to the other side & may ... Read more
Barbara Wood It sounds like you had a tough go of it ! Glad to hear you are home...welcome to the other side & may your recovery be a smooth ride!
Bonnie Stone-Hope Hello Michael,
Both you and your wife must be so exhausted!
Had a few of the same complications, b ... Read more
Bonnie Stone-Hope Hello Michael,
Both you and your wife must be so exhausted!
Had a few of the same complications, but as soon as I got home, everything improved rapidly.
Quite an experience. Prayers coming your way.
Sorry guys, I forgot to update this page for Mike until today! (This is Amanda)
Mikes surgery went very well, mitral valve had some tissue leftover from the ...Read more
Sorry guys, I forgot to update this page for Mike until today! (This is Amanda)
Mikes surgery went very well, mitral valve had some tissue leftover from the infection that was removed. Mike's aortic valve was severely damaged by his endocarditis infection. The cusps of the valve (parts that open and close) where no longer there. The infection caused them to scar and shrink back.
Luckily the infection only affected the cusps the walls/root of the aortic are healthy.
Dr Navia replaced Mikes aortic valve with a bovine tissue valve.
Recovery is taking a little longer than expected. Mike started breathing on his own on 1/26, stayed on the vent (which means he still had the breathing tube in his mouth) the machine was no longer breathing for him. His body was to agitated for it to be removed quite yet. He was on a med that will help with the agitation it just takes time.
His heart started beating on a it's own Thursday! Friday, he has a but of afib and sinus tachycardia (fast heart rate) with some med he was able to come out of it. But his heart was beating to slow so the pacemaker is on to help it beat a little faster.
Saturday morning at 930am Mike was able to be extubated finally (breathing tube removed).
Had some nausea and vomiting last night, has some air in his stomach. Nasal Gastric tube placed, (goes up nose into stomach) to suction his stomach so he doesn't throw up.
Nausea is better today. Having some delusions from lack of sleep, hopefully get some sleep tonight! On the road of recovery!
Mike is doing wonderful! On the road to recovery!
Anna Jones Thank you for the update. You must be exhausted. Please make sure you are taking time to care for y ... Read more
Anna Jones Thank you for the update. You must be exhausted. Please make sure you are taking time to care for yourself too, as caregivers often forget this important step. Sending prayers for Michael in his recovery and for you both.
Mark Wilbur Thank you, Amanda, for the update. Let Michael know that we're all rooting for him -- and for you, t ... Read more
Mark Wilbur Thank you, Amanda, for the update. Let Michael know that we're all rooting for him -- and for you, too! Keep us posted on his recovery, please. He's been through a lot and we're all hoping for good news.
Rose Madura That's great news. Glad Michael is on the road to recovery.
Sending healing thoughts and prayers for Michael. Thank you for this positive update Amanda.
Michael Zernell Thank you everyone! I have a great bunch of friends that have helped me remember to eat, drink and ta ... Read more
Michael Zernell Thank you everyone! I have a great bunch of friends that have helped me remember to eat, drink and take care of myself! Tonight was hard to leave and head to the hotel. Mike's still in the CV/ICU his BP needs to be in better control before going to the step-down unit. His BP has always been challenging and he has had a week without meds to get ahead of.
Still doing well, coughing getting the "junk" out of his chest. Nausea under better control today!
Mark Wilbur We can imagine how hard it is for you leave Mike overnight, Amanda. Rest as well as you can under th ... Read more
Mark Wilbur We can imagine how hard it is for you leave Mike overnight, Amanda. Rest as well as you can under the circumstances. His recovery will come in small steps at first, and -- with you by his side -- he will get better. This will all become a distant memory as he improves and your anxiety subsides. Prayers with you both.
Well here we are , back in Cleveland. Saw the Surgeon today, Aortic valve will be replaced, it is shot. The question is did the endocarditis cause damage to ...Read more
Well here we are , back in Cleveland. Saw the Surgeon today, Aortic valve will be replaced, it is shot. The question is did the endocarditis cause damage to the Mitral valve. It may also may have left lesions that would need to be removed. If either is the case then work will need to be done to the valve, the extent is unknown at this time. The good news is that I dont have blockage in my arteries. If their are no problems with the Mitral valve then I will only have a 3 inch scar, if both valves need to be fixed then I get the full Zipper.
Phyllis Petersen All the best for a successful surgery and uneventful recovery! Have a nice dinner and relax as much a ... Read more
Phyllis Petersen All the best for a successful surgery and uneventful recovery! Have a nice dinner and relax as much as you can. Before you know it, you'll be in recovery and on the next step of your journey back to full health.
Michael Zernell I will do just that and I am going to my best to get my ass off that bed and get to the road to recov ... Read more
Michael Zernell I will do just that and I am going to my best to get my ass off that bed and get to the road to recovery.
Debra Langford Best of luck with your surgery and prayers for a speedy recovery. I’ll be doing the same in a few w ... Read more
Debra Langford Best of luck with your surgery and prayers for a speedy recovery. I’ll be doing the same in a few weeks. 🙏🙏
I will be heading off to bed soon, 4:30 will come quick. We have a 3 hour drive in the morning to meet with the Surgeon and do some pre op. Not sure what ...Read more
I will be heading off to bed soon, 4:30 will come quick. We have a 3 hour drive in the morning to meet with the Surgeon and do some pre op. Not sure what to expect but i am glad to finally get to meet the Dr.
I have my brother and my wife that will be there for me on Tuesday. My wife is going to stay the entire time, I couldn't do this without her.
Gerald Poulton I know what you mean Michael, it was great to have my wife by my side, 🙏
Lisa McLaughlin I'm sure pre-op isn't the same for all hospitals, but mine included a chest x-ray, urine test and blo ... Read more
Lisa McLaughlin I'm sure pre-op isn't the same for all hospitals, but mine included a chest x-ray, urine test and bloodwork. I also talked with one of the nurses from the cardiac step-down unit. That was really helpful to hear what happens after surgery. Good luck tomorrow and Tuesday!
All of this just shows me how fragile our bodies and life are. I was relatively healthy until I got sepsis, it took over my body fast
Suzanne Finn Wow, is right. You've definitely been through the ringer. Sounds like docs are on the right track n ... Read more
Suzanne Finn Wow, is right. You've definitely been through the ringer. Sounds like docs are on the right track now. Best wishes for smooth sailing through your OHS and recovery. You're right our bodies are amazing and soon you will be on the healing side.
Marie Myers Sepsis can be a killer. I don't think it is so much that we are fragile..believe me, our bodies can t ... Read more
Marie Myers Sepsis can be a killer. I don't think it is so much that we are fragile..believe me, our bodies can take a lot. It is just that sepsis is so bad...Best wishes for a smooth surgery and recovery!
Today is Saturday, I spent Thursday and Friday in Cleveland having all sorts of tests including a heart cath. The good news is that they didn't find any blockage ...Read more
Today is Saturday, I spent Thursday and Friday in Cleveland having all sorts of tests including a heart cath. The good news is that they didn't find any blockage during the heart cath. The bad news is that my Aortic Regurgitation is sever and I will need replacement and the Mitral Valve will need repairs and may need replaced also. I will be on my way back on Monday for pre-surgery and I will meet with the Surgeon then Tuesday is the big day.
I have impressed with everyone there, everyone had a good attitude and were upbeat. The Cardiologist and the Cardio thoracic surgeon and his fellow answered every question and listened to my concerns. I could tell that on occasion I could tell that they wanted to get going but my wife or I asked something else and they stopped and answered without complaint.
I am still really scared but I am definitely more at ease. What made me feel the most at ease was when they told me that they were going to do that cath in my wrist instead of my groin. I had read some horror stories and didn't want that for me.
Bonnie Stone-Hope Best wishes and prayers to you for a successful surgery on Monday. Glad to hear about your results f ... Read more
Bonnie Stone-Hope Best wishes and prayers to you for a successful surgery on Monday. Glad to hear about your results for the heart catheter, no blockages.
Gerald Poulton Good to have no blockage👍That operation to has a shelf life like most seem to have. They always tr ... Read more
Gerald Poulton Good to have no blockage👍That operation to has a shelf life like most seem to have. They always try the wrist if it appears it will work, the groin is not that bad it just takes longer to clot and you have to be more careful. Keep in mind sonetimes they try the wrist and they cant do it, but I am sure like mine, it will be successful. Just dont stress if they cant, it is a small procedure and it will be over before you know it. You are in good hands, trust in them 👍
Anna Jones Sending best wishes for Tuesday's surgery. I'm very glad your surgeon has been able to put you at ea ... Read more
Anna Jones Sending best wishes for Tuesday's surgery. I'm very glad your surgeon has been able to put you at ease with his answers. Fear is normal. I'm expecting to be near catatonic in my fright.
Ilisangela Flores oliva Guess; what. I think that all of us are scared when we have to face certain things like heart surgery ... Read more
Ilisangela Flores oliva Guess; what. I think that all of us are scared when we have to face certain things like heart surgery. Me; personally what I do when I am scared is pray🙏🏽Believe, believe and believe and everything will turn out alright. Also; Cleveland is one of the top heart hospital. I am getting a double heart valve surgery in less then two weeks, and I am believing and fighting this damn fear. I believe in Miracles and so should you🤛🏽🤝👆🏽💪🏽👍🏽
Today, I am heading out to Cleveland Clinic for the first of several days of testing. I have my surgery in 6 days (really scared).
Barbara Laurie Hey Michael💕 Getting you into Cleveland Clinic sooner is a good sign, the tests they want to do wi ... Read more
Barbara Laurie Hey Michael💕 Getting you into Cleveland Clinic sooner is a good sign, the tests they want to do will be thorough and you won’t get a beta doctor! There may be a change in their plans once they examine you and maybe they’ll send you home without OHS. I’ve seen it happen here on these boards! I get fear, my teeth chattered I was so scared. But you’ve taken the first step in getting better- being proactive about your health. Getting to a hospital that can take care of you. Ask questions every step of the way, I think many of your fears can be assuaged, and we are here too. You’ll be in my prayers this week. 🌻💕🌻Best Regards
Prayers go with you and your wife. Cleveland Clinic is great. Ask all the questions you need once you ... Read more
Prayers go with you and your wife. Cleveland Clinic is great. Ask all the questions you need once you meet the surgeons. Being scared is a normal response.
On 27 October 2017 I went to the Hospital for what I thought was a going for just a bad Migraine. It turned out that I had a bad case of Sepsis. I was given ...Read more
On 27 October 2017 I went to the Hospital for what I thought was a going for just a bad Migraine. It turned out that I had a bad case of Sepsis. I was given 3 strong doses of antibiotics to stop it, for the most part it worked. My Dr was concerned that I wasn't improving so he ordered a TEE to see if I had any heart infection. It came back positive for Epicondylitis so they gave me more antibiotics to kill that. I stayed in for 11 days and when I went home I had to self administer antibiotics for 6 weeks from the last clear blood culture. I was put on 11 different types because I had adverse reactions to them. I had to go back to the Hospital for a total of 20 days in the Months of October and November (we crushed the deductible). I returned for headaches, fever, kidney failure, and chest pain. On one of the returns I had a second TEE that showed that the infection had changed in size and shape but seemed to be the same size. The Cardiologist and the Transthoracic Surgeon consulted a third Cardiologist and they said that they were leaning toward valve replacement and or repair but they wanted a Cath done before any decision could be made for sure. I had an appointment with my Cardiologist assuming that he would have another TEE done or he would order the cath. He did neither, the only thing he did do was listen to my heart in different positions, with me holding my breath, me expelling my breath, me leaning forward and back. Then he said that he could hear my Murmur into my carotid artery (before this he could only hear it in my chest). When he finished listening he said that he couldn't hear anything and I was fine. I asked if he was going to order another TEE because the Infectious Disease doctors at UPMC Pittsburgh had told us that when the last of the antibiotics were given they wanted another one done within 10 days He said "No it isn't necessary, he couldn't hear anything". I asked him why my heart was racing at between 100 and 120 BPM he said "I don't know" I asked him why I was so short of breath, he said "I dont know", I asked why I was getting dizzy, he said "I dont know". I asked when I could return to work he said at least until my next visit with him in Feb. My Wife asked him what restrictions I had, he said "None". When we left his office I told my Wife "We are going to Cleveland!" We had toyed with the idea before this but this was the last straw. I wasn't going to sit here and slowly die and not do something, anything. The next day my wife called Cleveland Clinic, they had her get everything that they needed and she did. On Thursday, January 11, 2018 I got the call. The Nurse I spoke with told me that they wanted me there on Thursday, January 18, 2018 to the 19th for testing and I was to return on the 22nd to meet the surgeon and then on Tuesday January 23, 2018 I am scheduled for Surgery. That was the worst phone call ever, because when I asked why so quick on this she said that the surgeon wanted me there sooner rather than later.
Marie Myers Sounds scary. I am sure you will get the answers you need at CC. All the best to you!
Phyllis Petersen How incredibly frustrating! You did the right thing when your cardiologist wouldn't even take the adv ... Read more
Phyllis Petersen How incredibly frustrating! You did the right thing when your cardiologist wouldn't even take the advice of other doctors and was just going to gamble on your health. I hope you get the answers you need and can start on the road back to health, even if it leads through surgery to get there.
Michael Zernell Phyllis, I already am scheduled for surgery. I have 6 days until the surgery, My Wife and I are headi ... Read more
Michael Zernell Phyllis, I already am scheduled for surgery. I have 6 days until the surgery, My Wife and I are heading there tonight because it is a 3 hour drive and I have a 6:45 am appointment. I will have appointments all day tomorrow and then I have the cath on Friday, Monday I get to meet the surgeon then Tuesday is the big day...I am petrified, I was in a car accident back in 2007 and fractured my sternum, I remember the pain of just that. I look back and wonder if I could have done something different.
Michael Zernell Can anyone tell me if its normal to only get a week and a half notification that you have to undergo ... Read more
Michael Zernell Can anyone tell me if its normal to only get a week and a half notification that you have to undergo a double valve repair/replacement?
Marie Myers
I feel for you in the anxiety department. I was quite nervous about the whole thing myself. B ... Read more
Marie Myers
I feel for you in the anxiety department. I was quite nervous about the whole thing myself. But I have to say, the whole surgical event was not as bad as my monkey-mind made it out to be. I hope everything goes smooth as silk for you. If you have medication for anxiety, I would say give it a try.
All the best in your journey! Keep us posted...
Bonnie Stone-Hope So good you are going to the Cleveland Clinic. It has such a wonderful reputation. You will be well ... Read more
Bonnie Stone-Hope So good you are going to the Cleveland Clinic. It has such a wonderful reputation. You will be well taken care of.
Will be thinking of you this week. Sincere best wishes for a successful surgery. Keep us updated on your progress.
Ethan Sperry Hi Michael - regarding your question about timing. Yes, it is perfectly reasonable to have surgery t ... Read more
Ethan Sperry Hi Michael - regarding your question about timing. Yes, it is perfectly reasonable to have surgery this quickly. Cleveland Clinic moves especially fast in many instances. Last year, I went from never having set foot in Cleveland to the operating room in 8 days (testing on Jan 17, surgery on Jan 24). And my case was not emergent, or even urgent, from a morbidity/mortality perspective. My advice is take it in stride, know that you are being seen by some of the best in the United States, be aware of with the crazy range of emotions you will feel, and most importantly, be thankful they could get you in so quickly! Best of luck to you!
Phyllis Petersen In many ways, not being able to fret for a few months over it may be a blessing. You'll be in good ha ... Read more
Phyllis Petersen In many ways, not being able to fret for a few months over it may be a blessing. You'll be in good hands. All the best for a successful surgery and uneventful recovery!
I also feel the heat more (literally as a tightening in my chest) and it zaps my energy.
Depression can manifest itself as anger. Lots of emotion to process.
I hear you, Michael. Three months is still very very early. Wishing you some peace in the months to come.
I also think that cardiac rehab is a good place, and especially because of the other patients you find there. Hearing their stories was good for me.
I also recommend that you make sure your medical team, including your primary care doc, are aware of your symptoms. Don't make the assumption everything is related to your heart surgery. We're people and are subject to other conditions, simultaneously. There may be a simple resolution.
I'm glad that you're still going to rehab - I'm 7 1/2 months post-op and I still go, too! I also love the interaction with the other patients and the activity. Keep looking ahead - your recovery is just in the distance, but you will get there. Stay positive even on the tough days. Soon, the good ones will be more frequent.
It will get better..